yeah, ill think about it trey, hard to find a 17 year old virgin these days :p
i have this place in my head, its a beach out in SoCal, and its always sunset there, wind blowing up from the ocean through the trees. i used to have company there, but thats long gone. still makes me happy when i think about it though, at least for a little while. maybe i just need to move into a tiny shack on the beach and quit life and start surfing every day. i mean i know how to fish, and my shack wont have running water or electricity, so i wont have to pay bills. only thing ill ever have to buy is sexwax for my board, but i can mow some old lady's lawn to pay for that. maybe im just burnt the fuck out and i need to relax a little. i dunno. all i know is that something isnt right now that used to be right. i dont smile enough lately and its getting harder to force it :p
/whine off